My ex and his fate

Friday, April 29, 2005
I got news from my daughter that their father was out of work!
He was terminated.
He works 23 years, to be retired in two years time.
He blew his good opportunity to millions of cash for his retirement.
At least!
He works in Mercury Drug.
What a pity.

The reason is a bit sensitive.
I cant post it here.
Let say he was dishonest.

My daughter visited him yesterday.
He lives one hour ride from our house in Antipolo.
But he never visited my kids.
The mistress (he didnt marry her after the annulment) has one child from him, nearly two years now.
I didnt like her visiting his father.
I feel insulted.
But she had done it, she is 21 years old.

I dont fell sorry for his fate.
He deserves what he deserves.
I dont find it as Karma.
I believe on consequences on what one does in his life.

I'm more feeling sorry for his illegitimate2 kids.
One is Three years old from Ist mistress.
One is nearly two years old from 2nd mistress.
As usual, poor babies.
They cant choose their parents.
They have to accept on who/what they are.

Hopefully he will find work.For the babies. Not for my children from him.

It is good feeling, when justice is done, not only because I asked for it.Since 2000.
It is good feeling, that I didnt do it (his falldown) in my own hands.
I still believe, there is justice in this world.

My children visiting him, it boils me.
He didnt even give his children even a piece of cake, when they have Birthdays.
Now they visited him!
Then I recoil.
I was thinking, children didnt felt the hurt I had for them when he left us.
They were minors when he left the house and lived with Mistress 1 and 2.

Children, I think they will usually understand us parents, when they grow up.
When it is their turn to be parents, esp a mother.

Oy, dont cry for me, mga girls.
Im alright.
I just want to share the feeling.
 
posted by Francesca at 9:47 PM, |

2 Comments:

I know what you went through is one of the factors that made you YOU now. You've always handled this and any other similar situation joyfully, and that is for me enough inspiration.
Go Tita! Somebody up there knows what's best!
Cudz
Life is getting better a second time round with Michel...let your children see him, and as usual life goes on c'est a vie